historical date 21/12/12 at 00.12

There are several programs, books talks about doomsday.  Mayan’s calendar ends today.  I have client who came to have botox, she was joking about had to be beautiful on the end of the day and she said she is travelling to Mayan’s temples and have party there. Everybody have different plans today. I wanted to be home with my son. If anything going to happens, i am home with loved ones.

Interesting thing is; today is also seventh days of SAFER, which is the month in Islam known as when the all bad things come to the earth and distribute to the person and time. We need to pray to God a lot  for protection. Specially last wednesday of the month.

I believe it is the beginning of the new era  as sumerians described but there will be floods, change with the earth map slowly slowly. So will have chance to move around the safe places.

All i can wish: “God have mercy on all creatures and human being. We have been very nasty towards nature and animals and other human beings. We killed the dogs and cats in thousands in china, we killed people with atom bomb, we killed people with biological weapons, we keep killing people under the name of terrorism, we keep killing people under the name of war or piece, we mass murdered people under the name of protecting our religion and nation  and WE DESERVED TO BE PUNISHED.  But still, have mercy on us.”

My personal view we don’t deserve  to live even one more day. Look what we have done millions of years on earth. Nothing will change. wars, killing, destruction, murders, serial killers, rapes, betrayal, child killing, pedophilia ….We are all responsible.

School Shooting

Is the latest school shooting more evidence that psychiatric drugs create violence?

I don’t like giving the names of the criminal in the media and make them celebrity. Victims are forgotten but criminals are repeatedly in the media. They enjoy being on tv and newspaper. I don’t want to feed their pleasure.

Here is the list of the school shooting. These people are depressed, desperate to tell us they are depressed, we (the society) don’t hear it and they get angry and make us see that they are angry. They want to punish us in a way we all human get hurt. They hurt the innocent children to  hurt us.

These type of attention seeking crimes are contagious. They learn from the media, specially films. American films are poison. They poisoned our kids with their aggressive films.  They imposed a lifestyle in their films that our kids can not reach, they get depressed. They constantly consume but never get there. Still depressed and angry. They are angry with parents, teachers, school and the whole society.

I dont watch television, i don’t read newspaper. I make my own decision on what to read and what to watch. I don’t like aggressive, demonic films with full of sins. I strongly advise get rid of the TV.

Another point is these shooters are on antidepressants. Sixteen years old is on antidepressant. Instead of dealing with their problem it is easier for everybody to put them on medication. Thats it. Problem solved. Antidepressants makes you worse.  You may get withdrawal symptoms, rebound effects. You will feel worse. Parents take your your  child problem seriously in your hand. Don’t leave to psychiatrist.

Here is the list of the people on antidepressants who did school shooting.

1.  Huntsville, Alabama – February 5, 2012: 15-year-old  shot and killed another Discover Middle School student Todd Brown.  He  had a history for being treated for ADHD and depression.  He was taking the antidepressant Zoloft (Sertraline) and “other drugs for the conditions.”

2. Kauhajoki, Finland – September 23, 2008: 22-year-old culinary student shot and killed 9 students and a teacher, and wounded another student, before killing himself.  He was taking an SSRI (Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitor) and a benzodiazapine.

3. Dekalb, Illinois – February 14, 2008: 27-year-old  shot and killed five people and wounded 21 others before killing himself in a Northern Illinois University auditorium.  He had recently been taking Prozac, Xanax and Ambien.

4. Jokela, Finland – November 7, 2007: 18-year-old Finnish gunman  had been taking antidepressants before he killed eight people and wounded a dozen more at Jokela High School in southern Finland, then committed suicide.

5. Cleveland, Ohio – October 10, 2007: 14-year-old stormed through his school with a gun in each hand, shooting and wounding four before taking his own life. He had been placed on the antidepressant Trazodone.

6. Red Lake, Minnesota – March 2005: 16-year-old, on Prozac, shot and killed his grandparents, then went to his school on the Red Lake Indian Reservation where he shot dead 7 students and a teacher, and wounded 7 before killing himself.

7. Greenbush, New York – February 2004: 16-year-old  strolled into his high school in east Greenbush and opened fire with a shotgun. He had been taking “medication for depression”.

8. Wahluke, Washington – April 10, 2001: Sixteen-year-old  took a rifle to his high school and held 23 classmates and a teacher hostage. He had been taking the antidepressant Effexor.

9. El Cajon, California – March 22, 2001: 18-year-old, on the antidepressants Celexa and Effexor, opened fire on his classmates, wounding three students and two teachers at Granite Hills High School.

10. Williamsport, Pennsylvania – March 7, 2001: 14-year-old was taking the antidepressant Prozac when she shot at fellow students, wounding one.

11. Conyers, Georgia – May 20, 1999: 15-year-old was being treated with the stimulant Ritalin when he opened fire on and wounded six of his classmates.

12. Columbine, Colorado – April 20, 1999: 18-year-old  and his accomplice, killed 12 students and a teacher and wounded 26 others before killing themselves. He was on the antidepressant Luvox. Both shooters had been in anger-management classes and had undergone counselling.

13. Notus, Idaho – April 16, 1999: 15-year-old  fired two shotgun rounds in his school, narrowly missing students. He was taking a prescribed SSRI antidepressant and Ritalin.

14. Springfield, Oregon – May 21, 1998: 15-year-old murdered his parents and then proceeded to school where he opened fire on students in the cafeteria, killing two and wounding 25. He  had been taking the antidepressant Prozac. He had been attending “anger control classes” .

It never rains but it pours


dtho ticket 2.jpg      Traffic Wardens / Parking Ticket2011-bmw-m6-convertible-3I have been having problem last  2 weeks. We have been using the same car for years but for some reason we get problem constantly last 2 weeks.

First  the bailiff company tried to remove the car for non paid ticket, i paid £822 , i walked in the house just 5 minutes after getting rid of the bailiff company  than i opened the letters.  I couldn’t believe my eyes, £1127 fine plus 4 points on my driving licence for speeding. There was,t any speeding. Huge empty road with the speed limit of 40 mph and we were driving only 50. It is crazy.

Two days after that our car picked up from the single yellow line and taken to the Perivale Police pound, apparently it was obstructing. believe me there were no such obstruction. I had to go to Perivale last friday, waited in the queue  for 5 hours. I waited in the cold, outside for hours and paid £170  fine. The worst thing was  there were no toilet facility, waiting outside in a freezing cold No toilet.

Again police stopped  today, and issued £65 ticket and 3 point on  the drivers licence. They said the front window was dark and dangers to drive. They asked to leave the car and walk out.  It was very cold, rainy, dark. It is easy to open the window and  drive  home. He was only 10 minutes away from home. They just wanted to be as hard as they can be.

one police were caring and polite, what happened to them these days.  One of the reason must be their low pay.

Thing are getting worse. I don’t know if it is us only or other people out there going trough the same thing. Is this the way to generate more money for Police and Local authorities. I am really fed up and tired of the car and the driving and all of these games going around me.

I already gave up the cars and driving years ago. It is cheeper to use taxi. I don’t have to worry about parking or fines. But my sun is young and wants to drive. After all these suppression from the police and traffic wardens he will give up.

We pay road tax, MOT, parking fee, insurance, petrol. Plus these fines and points. These is ridicules. We are better off on public transport.

Driving is not a joy anymore it is a torture.

Few hours later my son came to my room and said, I want you to sell the car. I don’t want it anymore. That is the best thing  i heard so far. Thank God! We don’t have to feed the hyenas.

pigmentation of the skin is a common problem

556947_10151326910554120_1386915806_nI have been in beauty sector for 15 years. I saw thousands of people for pigmentation due to hormones, sun damages, burn, laser treatment, acne, trauma. Each condition leaves different pattern  of pigmentation, brownish colouring.

What ever the reason of the pigmentation there are few way of  treatment.




Melanoout Mask

I have been using these treatments.  melanoout is the most successful way of treatment. I used Amelan in the past. I distributed Amelan in UK, i provided the training fro doctors and nurses.  I have 500 cases of amelan treatment. Amelan was superior to the other treatments like laser, peel, microdermabrasion.

MCCM developed melanoout. I used mealoout for a large number of clients. Result is much better than Amelan.  You don’t see the  long term redness on the face while using melanoout maintenance cream.

First of all consultation and diagnosis of the condition should be done. You  may be dealing with epidermal pigmentation or dermal pigmentation. Melasma is  seen as irregular edged dermal pigmentation. Difficult to treat. Melanoout has %95 success rate. You need to use maintenance cream for years. Sun damages, acne scars are epidermal pigmentation, easy to treat. Use melanoout  maintenance  cream for 6 months. Success rate is %99.

Melanoout can be used for all the skin type. Dark pitch black skin  to brown skin tolerates treatment better than white skin. Uneven skin colour  of dark person will benefit from melanoout. It wont make the skin lighter but the same but even colour. So you won’t look like Michael jackson.

Melanoout also used for skin ageing and skin rejuvenation. Melanout maintenance cream  application once a day (keep the cream on your face 4 hours) will rejuvenates the skin and brightens it and reduce the lines and wrinkles,  firms the skin. It reduces the poors and blackheads. Reduces sebum production. It may dry the skin so you must be on hydroface skin hydrating cream.

Melanoout reduces active acne,  reduce black heads. it clears the acne scars successfully. It can be used every skin colour.

Melanoout also can be used under arms, bikini line, inner thighs, knees, fingers and toes where unwanted skin darkness noted. Specially dark skin-brown skin tend to pigmented with trauma like rubbing, screeching. Melanoout would clear it.

This is a amazing treatment but must be used correctly. Mask should be applied by professional. Cream should be used gently longer term .